i have developed an obsession with thriller "psychopathic" movies/series. i remember a saying: a psychopath is better than no path.

he got his eyes from the ocean

we were strays

lost in the road

with nothing to hold onto

we were nobody

she had very dull eyes

her skin was ice cold

that's when i noticed

she was already dead

the only person i can talk to for hours and never get bored. 

my head was covered with blue.

we had a dream. that we always would be best friends. when we were born, for some it was the end. now, it seems there might not be a tomorrow. but despite the horror and the sorrow, i love our world. i want us all to live

now rosa. you've asked me to forgive. One day, if mom survives this bitter night. then we shall meet again. and i'll say: i loved you rosa. don't you see? but we are different. you dream of everlasting love. not me. because what really matters. is to live. and if we do. there will be nothing to forgive. but i'll forgive you anyway.

                                   - the last poem; ginger and rosa

one day i move to this island

sailing on my bird

i saw a house there in the forest

i thought you were there 

- theater island 

he was sad and alone

dreaming he was dying

as he stares at the ocean

to stop him from trying

there were girls with black hats

                 they had eyes bluer than the sea

pale skin and turtle neck t's

redheads roaming around the street

little things that makes life beautiful

• waking up in the morning - everyday when i wake up i am always glad because it's another day, a fresh start a new page to fill in. everyday is a start of something new.
• going to the beach - the beach is always nice. the sand between your toes, sun on your face and the fresh air.
• getting the food you've been craving for weeks - it feels so good to be able to eat the food you've been craving for.
• reading a book you can relate to - a book that understands how you feel. something you can read all day.
• romantic comedy films - admit it. you love it too!
• seeing smiling faces - seeing someone smile because of you
• dancing - dance like no one's watching. dancing like you've never danced before.
• Christmas - receiving gifts, spending time with your loved ones, frank sinatra's christmas album, warm knitted sweaters. what's not to love about christmas!?
• Shopping - clothes, bags, shoes etc. shopping is the ultimate stress reliever
• hot tea on a rainy afternoon - a good cup of tea on a cold rainy afternoon is the best.

you see, the LITTLE things in life can make a HUGE positive impact in your life. learn to appreciate the little things you 

have in life.

remember light your house on fire

ALONE.

this trip was definitely worthwile.